You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop and look fear in the face. – Eleanor Roosevelt, You Learn While Living
Sometimes you just have to give yourself space. Space to recharge from the effort in FULLY feeling. Space to Dream, space to do nothing, not even grow but to continue on this thread.
Water and nurture yourself, pay close attention to those areas that require watering.
Live a little.
As I sit here, meditating *Blogging, because honestly I have Paper Work and Post (Mail) anxiety and I think this will calm me down a little before actually tackling what I avoid the most. Sipping on my Tea (filled with mint leaves), distracted by bedtime loo trips- I Blog. I miss this space & writing. I should include visuals like I once did huh?.
Anyway, my message to you is to live, even with the trails. Try and live as well as you possibly are able to because regret is an awful feeling.