Hello my loves,
I guess I said things a little out aloud! Apologies for my absence, but you know what I’ve learnt; that you’re only able to show up for anything as much as you are showing up for yourself. So, in short, you can only give, when you’ve given yourself equal amounts or more.
The last couple of Months have been me breaking through some DEEP work. What’s new eh?! ..the tests, and messages behind them I’m REALLY learning, God himself is teaching me.
So, whenever you feel crappy that, school and home didn’t teach you much. Be willing to ask Allah or welcome what HE wants to teach you. It is Abundant.
You are allowed to feel everything, you are allowed to hate the things that pop up and react to them as hideously as you sometimes do; but decree, you have to give in to. Once you truly do that (not fully there) personally, but what I have come to know is that whatever shows up within you, that internal rage and disbelief. That you can’t stand, that you feel isn’t YOU or who you want to be. Allow it, give it space. It decreases in affect as long as you are willing to learn and master what your ego\personality didn’t want to learn or accept before this point.
If you want to come closer to God, if you believe yourself to be a seeker, a spiritual person, learn about the ugliest parts of you, embrace the beauty in you that no one sees and thank Him for showing you.
Today I want you to do two things;
Number one; Renew your faith, act as if Allah is on your side (He is) and that He azawajal wants to see you win.
Number two; Go & download Operas Super Soul Conversations Podcast and listen to Her interviews with Eckhart Tolle on his Book ‘A New Earth’- Buy the book, follow along each Chapter, get your highlighters out and highlight. I am a busy Mother myself so I prefer to listen and enjoy, and get the ah ha moments FIRST and then in the evening read the Chapter and highlight some areas that stuck out.
Discover and work out a way that suits you, treat YOURSELF as a project.
With that, I wish you well and I sincerely hope that you’re able to take some action.
Operas Super Soul Conversations Podcast: https://www.podbean.com/podcast-detail/n37m7-5859f/Oprah’s-SuperSoul-Conversations-Podcast